My thoughts

This blog serves as a journal for me, to write down my feeling and thoughts as i am "dating", "seeing" someone who is far away from me.

3 more weeks, and i will be able to see him again. I have been thinking about him for the past few days or should i say almost everyday. Whenever i am feeling down, there is teddy for me. I miss him a lot, especially when the past 3 weeks have been rough for us. The last time we spent time together, we had a fight. Since then, things have been pretty rough between us. Our time on skype has been rather uncomfortable. He did not smile or seems to enjoy himself while chatting on skype with me. I look forward to skype session with him every time, and more often than not, in the past 3 weeks, it ended up in disappointment. I do not know when will the next time we chat again, as much as i would like to chat with him, i want it to be a good time, instead of us having an uncomfortable chat. He has judo class today, so we would not be chatting, perhaps till next wednesday or thursday. For now, i only have this blog to write down my thoughts.


I am looking forward to meeting him in 3 weeks time, and hopefully we will have a good time together. Maybe in this blog, i can write, i still like you, as much as when i met you the first time. I hope you still have the same feelings for me.