I think he took me for granted. Thinking back about my previous short datings, all of them treasure me more than him. A left his work place in the middle of the night to accompany me for supper. Walked in snowy weather just to tell me he miss me. T made sure I was ok. Even on facebook. And F, met me me even though he was tired, baked Cake for me, went online during work to chat with me, bought me a tee, sent me a postcard. They always tell how much they missed me, and appreciated me even though things don't work out due to the locations.
Yet for the owner of husky, I feel like shit. Whatever I do seems to be wrong. Writing emails, recording a video for him and now even liking him is too much. Yes. Maybe I am too much for him to handle. He has too many things on his to do list and I am too complicated and drama for him. You know what? It still hurts when I think of nov 28, the day he will be leaving Singapore. Maybe that is the day we will see each other for the last time.
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